Thursday, December 6, 2012

A Reflection of My Time in China


The organization I volunteered with in China asked their supporters to share some stories about working with them. He is one of my favorites. I hope you enjoy!

My team’s lives were radically changed during our brief stint in Hengyang. The cold, smoggy air and harsh Chinese accents weren’t the welcoming committee we had hoped for, but we were there for a different purpose. My team and I had stuffed our lives into a backpack and traveled the globe for a year with a mission to comfort the hurting. International China Concern was our stop in China.

Our first day at ICC brought up emotions of helplessness and pain we were not prepared for. ICC’s mission’s coordinator gave us a tour of the facilities and talked of hope and a new life for these children. She talked about these children being abandoned and left to die, but because of ICC they were given a second chance. She gushed of stories filled with hope and a bright future.

I, however, did not spend the majority of my time working in ICC’s centers. I worked on the “dark side” of these stories; the side before hope. Myself and two other teammates served in the government-controlled welfare center for special needs children. Glaring, white-wash walls, horrid smells, and freezing temps met us everyday as went to the welfare center to care for the forgotten children of China. I cried every day for the first seven straight days of working there. Three to four children to a bed and barley enough food to survive, I couldn’t believe these precious children were living in these circumstances.


There was one precious little girl who stood out from the rest. Her dark bangs surrounded her rosy cheeks but they could not contain her joy. Even the iron tomb of a living space couldn’t contain her love.

Her name is Tun Tun, and she was my saving grace that month. She was about 8 or 9 years old, with long, gangly arms and legs. She was unable to walk because of cerebral palsy. Every time I walked in the door I was greeted with her frozen outstretched hands and a slobbery wet kiss. She was the most vivid picture of Jesus I had ever seen in my life. She was living in a cursed, destitute place with little opportunity for help, but she chose joy everyday despite her circumstances. How often do I act like her living in my blessed, Western-influenced life? Not often.

I was able to watch Tun Tun grow and love in this tiny room. I watched her sit by the weaker children during feeding time to make sure they were fed properly. I watched her comfort a young boy ever so tenderly as he wept for his parents. Everyday I would walk her over to the baby room so she could stroke their cheeks and sing a lullaby to them. These were heart-wrenching and tear-provoking days with the precious angel of the Lord.

The best part of this story is that Tun Tun is no longer in the welfare center. She is in a group home through ICC, and I’m sure spreading God’s love there. And I am no longer in China, but am typing this from my bedroom in Nashville, TN. Tun Tun still remains in my life, through prayers, sharing her story, and financially supporting her. She has forever imprinted my life, and I plan to support her and this organization as long as I am able. Children’s lives are being saved, and my life is being transformed. What an incredible combination and story to share. 

Friday, November 30, 2012

Recipes for Sweet Treats


Sometimes you are faced with an evening that just calls for baking. The house is quiet, no one is home, and you have four ingredients: coconut, butter, sweetened condensed milk, and graham cracker crumbs. The savory possibilities are endless. What do you do first? Call your mom for those tried and true recipes, then get to work!


I wanted to share the recipes for two of the gooey sensations I made last night. These are simple and effortless to make, but I assure you they are divine. They are a crowd pleaser at any party and final nail in the relationship coffin for any man. Trust me, they work. Here are the recipes and some photos:

Magic Cookie Bars:

  •          Shaved coconut
  •          Chocolate chips
  •          Butterscotch chips
  •          White chocolate chips
  •          Sweetened Condensed milk
  •          Graham cracker crumbs
  •          1 stick of butter
  •          Optional: 2 tablespoons of sugar



This is so easy it’s almost embarrassing. Melt the stick of butter for 1 minute. Pour out about 3 cups (measure loosely) of graham cracker crumbs into a bowl and combine melted butter. Add a couple tablespoons of sugar if you have an extra sweet tooth.

Crumble the mixture into a deep-dish pan (you choose the size) and pack down for the crust. Pour the chocolate, butterscotch, and white chocolate ships over the graham cracker mixture, as much as you like. Coat the top with half a can of sweetened condensed milk. Sprinkle your share of coconut over the top. Bake at 350 degrees for 20-25 minutes or until the coconut is golden brown. Enjoy!

Raspberry Bars:
  •          2 and a half all purpose flour
  •          1 cup sugar
  •          1 cup melted butter (2 sticks)
  •          1 egg
  •          1 tablespoon vanilla extract
  •          1 jar raspberry jam (NOT jelly!)


 


Mix the first five ingredients together in a medium-sized bowl. Place half of the mixture in a deep-dish ungreased 9X13 pan and spread firmly. Scoop out raspberry jam and coat it over the crust. Take the remainder of the crust and spread it on top of the jam, kind of like a marbled, stained glass window. Bake at 350 degrees for 35-40 minutes. Let it cool before serving.

I hope you enjoy! Great for Christmas parties. 

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

A Time to Celebrate - I GOT THE JOB!


Several weeks back I wrote a post about feeling like Gumby. Remember that gooey, green, play-doh type guy? Yep, I felt like him. Stretched and molded and pulled into directions I was not comfortable with. After a sufficient amount of hemming and hawing, I settled into the fact that this season of trusting wasn’t going to change – for a while at least.  

Well, I am writing to say the season of pulling and prying is over and a renewed season of faith is here!

Yesterday I got the call for a job offer I’ve been waiting for!

God provided in a pinch, as he always has and always will. And there I was, running up and down the tiny alleyway in front of my friend’s house screaming for joy. (Mind you it was freezing and I was wearing a t-shirt and thin pants).

I got the call while wrapping a Christmas tree with white twinkle lights and sparkly gold ornaments – my favorite activity. My first official line of business is to attend the Christmas party and meet the rest of the staff… my heartbeat.

It was so beautifully poetic that I was left in awe [again] of God’s grace. He meets us at the most intimate part of our heart and lays out a beautiful trail to follow. His plans are always good. His ways are always perfect, and his timing is beyond precise.

Who knew? Jesus is real and God is smart. More like Jesus is romantically and divinely involved in the inner most details of our lives and God is fully present in every moment from the beginning of time into eternity.

Perspective. Outside of a job, yesterday I gained perspective and a renewed faith that God is for me and Jesus loves me dearly. Wow. Not bad for a Tuesday afternoon.

[P.S. I accepted a Marketing Coordinator position at a company called Counsel on Call in Nashville, TN. Orientation is December 10th!]

Monday, November 26, 2012

The Sticky Side of a Pursuer's Heart [For the Ladies]


I’ve been busting at the seams to write this all morning.  I woke up thinking about what angle I was going to take on pursuit and when I was going to get around to posting it. A laundry list of unanswered emails and unread blogs kept me from writing until now.

I’ve been a pursuer my whole life. I wrote Justin Timberlake an ungodly amount of fan letters and sent him several photos of my fat-faced twelve-year-old self in pursuit of his attention. As I grew up, my pursuits became a little more worthwhile through high marks in school to lead roles in musicals. Community has always been along my heartbeat, so seeking a solid unit of people to do life with has also been a part of every season.





Through God’s grace alone my pursuits and desires have shifted over the years to match up to His – Godly community, seeing His kingdom on earth, and telling people about His sovereignty in my life. Pursuing, seeking, and running towards.

Fine. Perfect, actually. Go through a season, listen to God, follow Him into the next season. Pursue his calling.

Go study abroad in Spain and help with a college ministry. Perfect. Where do I sign?

Break up with your boyfriend and release him to me. Tight fisting and white knuckling this one. Long, drawn out hesitation. Finally release.

Quit your job and travel to 11 countries for my sake. Raise $16,000. Swell. That’s a tough one Lord, but I trust you.

Leave your job and community in Atlanta and move to Nashville. ::Heavy sigh:: Ok. Let’s go. The new pursuit begins!

But as a woman, what do you do when your heart’s interest is perked for a man? How do you calm that pursuer’s heart and wait diligently for their pursuer’s heart to be awakened? The latter part of my Christian journey I’ve walked side by side with God and chased His dreams for my life. With His guidance and direction, I’ve sought out and chased and gone after His best.

But when it comes to men, I desperately want to be sought after by them. And this is where I frankly don’t know what to do with this pursuer’s heart of mine. I don’t want to take their job or nullify their attempts at pursuit. I guess this is where patience and submission comes into play. How does that balance with my longing to seek?

I don’t have a pretty bow or tidy package to end this post, and quite frankly I would love any suggestions you might have for this angle of pursuit.

Any ladies out there struggle with this?